Well it is finally coming together with my operation!!! For those of you who are not aware of what operation I mean, it is my gastric bypass. Since the region of Skåne has too many operations and too few doctors there are some private clinics that are helping them out and taking some operations. So my waiting time now is no loner 48 months, more like less than six!!! My remiss was sent to a clinic in Kristianstad and I called them and they told me I would get an appointment time at the end of February. At that appointment I will have an introduction meeting and meet the doctor and they will make sure that I can stil have the surgery and whatnot. At that appointment I will get a surgery time that will be within five to six weeks after that. So I should be having my surgery sometime in April!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited :) I have been struggling with my weight for so long. This will hopefully be the thing that really changes it for me. I won't be able to eat very much and I won't be able to eat all the bad things that I haven't really ever been able to stop eating. If you have a gastric bypass you simply cannot eat lots of Coke and sugar and other stuff, it makes you feel shitty. And you can eat at most two deciliters of food at a time.
I can't wait!!! I am a bit scared and nervous. I have never had a surgery before so that part is scary. But my mom said that it is not so bad with this kind of surgery, four laproscopic holes, so no gaping openings or anything like that. She said you usually get quite sore, but it doesn't hurt like you might think. So yes, a bit scared, but totally worth it!!!
Am going to be healthy and skinny and be able to buy clothes and feel like I am just as worthy as other people :)
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